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New Song

New Song

Put a new song in my life, I’ll praise to You…

That is not the line from a popular song at Eastside, it’s similar except for one tiny difference. I changed the word mouth to life. Now you’re probably asking yourself, why would he do that? So here’s why…

If you’re a Christian then it’s almost certain that you’ve heard this verse or one like it before, if you haven’t then it’s awesome that you get to hear it nowJ

2 Praise the Lord with the harp;
make music to him on the ten-stringed lyre.

3 Sing to him a new song;
play skillfully, and shout for joy.

                                                                  – Psalm 33

Now that’s not the only place that mentions a “new song”, I found 9 results while searching the NIV for “New Song”. You can check them out here: Search Results

I got to asking myself the question during the service tonight, why did these people always want to sing a new song, I mean aren’t the old ones good enough. This lead to another thought which lead to another…

And finally, I was left with an idea that challenged me deeply. The people in these scriptures are looking for new ways to praise God. Sure, they sang songs, but that’s not all they did. I think we need to be more innovative and creative in the way we worship God. Our lives need to adopt a new song every now and then. I don’t say this lightly because recently I’ve felt stagnation creeping into my own life, a stagnation that needs to change and is only going to change if I adopt that new song.

To make this clearer I want to ask you a few questions. Think about the person you love the most, girlfriend, boyfriend, mom, dad, brother, friend, etc. If you did the same thing with them every day for the rest of your life, that would be a pretty boring relationship. Creativity is a part of how we love, be inventive, find a way to praise God beyond what you’re used to.  And do it.

 
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Posted by on August 15, 2011 in Thoughts On God

 

The Eagle and The Anteater

Along crawls the anteater in search of a feast.
His children beside him he scans through the dust.
Some say he’s a brute, others a beast.
Yet with skin like stone his heart is like snow

Hardened from life but soft to the spirit,
He grovels around and teaches his sons.
The search for a feast will soon finish,
The anteater will celebrate enjoying the mount.

Meanwhile, up in the sky,
The eagle soars in search of it’s prey,
He’ll search and seek everyday,
Up above the world so high.

Although it may seem that he’s above you and me,
Down he’ll swoop to wrestle in the dirt,
The anteater and the eagle are no different at all,
The anteater is big, the eagle is small.

Both will search and eat from the ground,
But the eagle, he won’t hang around.
 

 
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Posted by on August 5, 2011 in Uncategorized

 

Murmurs

I noticed something in class today. The lecturer asks a question, thereafter the class just mumble something out to resemble an answer but no one puts their hand up or speaks out. Now most people who pay attention know the answer but are too afraid to speak. Others think about blog posts. It doesn’t make sense right? If you know the answer speak up…

However I get the feeling we do this with Christ too. We know the greatest answer, the only one that matters, but we mutter. We’re too afraid to say anything, maybe we’re afraid we’re wrong or afraid of ridicule. Whatever the reason we’re afraid, we shouldn’t be, we’ve got an eternal hope, someone who fights for us. So where is your fear coming from?

 
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Posted by on August 5, 2011 in Uncategorized

 

Leveler vs. Constellations and a few others

Leveler vs. Constellations and a few others

So with the release of the new August Burns Red album, Leveler, I wasn’t convinced. Their last album “Constellations” was amazing, but their new album didn’t blow me away. This blowing away sensation is not uncommon since it happened with Memphis May Fire’s “The Hollow” album. However ABR’s Constellations album didn’t blow me away initially and grew to be one of my favourite albums.

I needed a test. So I developed an experiment and played 8 songs for Mel. Mel is my awesome girlfriend, who delves into hardcore music on occasion but doesn’t treat it as one of her favourite music types. And so she would be perfect. She had no knowledge of which songs were which since I played her the lesser known songs from Constellations and she had no knowledge of what was new.

This is how I picked the songs(The number indicates what order they were played in, as well as how Mel would identify them):

3 Tracks from Leveler:

  • Empire(1)
  • Divisions(5)
  • Internal Cannon(7)
3 From Constellations:
  • Indonesia(3)
  • Meridian(6)
  • Paradox(8)
1 Track from their old album, Messengers, Back Burner(2)
1 Track from another band to act as a control, just to prove that Mel can in fact differentiate between hardcore songs, Living Sacrifice – Overkill Exposure(4)
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Results:
So this is how each track scored:
1. Leveler – Empire
  • 8/10
  • Mel’s face was blown off by the breakdown, seriously we had to stitch it back on.
2. Messengers – Back Burner
  • 4/10
  • Breakdown sounded like gunshots, “lame”
  • Didn’t like the guitar work
3. Constellations – Indonesia
  • 7/10
  • Little difference in tune throughout the song
  • Really great vocals
4. Living Sacrifice – Overkill Exposure
  • 2/10
  • “Sounded like Satan was singing to me” – Mel
  • Wanted to switch it off in the first 5 seconds
  • This means the control worked:)
5. Leveler – Divisions
  • 5/10
  • Good Breakdown
  • Bad vocals
  • Good but pretty boring
6. Constellations – Meridian
  • 7/10
  • Great intro
  • Good chilled out song
7. Leveler – Internal Cannon
  • 9/10
  • “Mmmmmm…” – Mel
8. Constellations – Paradox
  • 9/10
  • Great intro
  • Makes you wanna keep listening
So in conclusion the final scores look like this:
Leveler: 22/30
Constellations: 23/30
So we can say that the two albums are actually pretty much the same. Because the results are so close a winner can’t be declared, if I had played a different set of songs the results may have leaned the other way. However, and this is a big however, we can see a huge growth from Messengers to Constellations, but to me it feels as if that growth didn’t happen with Leveler.
At the moment I prefer Constellations but I had my reservations about Constellations before I bought it too. So Leveler may well grow on me and become my new favourite album in the end.
Simply put… Make up your own mind about whether you want to buy it or not. Listen to Internal Cannon and Divisions to get the full spectrum of the new stuff.
 
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Posted by on June 21, 2011 in Uncategorized

 

Short Story : That Night

Short Story : That Night

Hey guys,after the response from last week I decided to work on this story, and then happened to finish it. I decided not to withhold the final result so here it is, I did change one or two things from the first chapter. See if you can figure out the ending. It can be a little confusing.

Chapter 1

“You forgot the matches, of all things, the matches,” whispered the priest nervously as he creeped forward, his belly pressed to the ground like a sports car to a race track. With eager heals we wait our breath held back for fear that they’d see us. How did I end up in this mess? What possibly brought me to do this? The blood was everywhere, escape seems impossible.

I was just a lonely quiet man who read books and went about his business from day to day. I didn’t have the makings of a killer or a thief. No history of drugs, no secret addictions or sadistic cults. I was an average joe, full of ambition, dreams and a whole lot of nothing. So what brought me here. To tell you this I’d need to start at the beginning. I’d have to take you back to a time that I was sane.

The line between insanity and sanity is a mirror, one look at the other side and you can see yourself. Insanity was never a large leap for me, it was a part of me all along.

I was a stock broker from a small town who spent his days working the markets and trying to get by. I had a family, wife, children, beautiful, all of them. I had the house, the car and everything a man could want. I was living the dream.

In most stories you’d expect me to say something like, “That was until the day…” However there was no day for me, one could say I went to bed one man and awoke another. Perhaps I’d spent too long staring into the mirror when I should have looked away.

This morning I woke up as normal, ate my breakfast, drank my tea, kissed my wife and left for work. I had no idea I wouldn’t be home for a while. At least not by my own will.

Chapter 2

 

I worked my way onto the highway, weaving through the busy streets that etched their way into my attitude. Once there the road was easier, navigating it was like wading through a jungle whilst snakes try to slow you down. I was never much of an outdoors man but I’d always been fascinated with snakes. Perhaps these secret fascinations had their part to play in my undoing.

The busy streets turned to cluttered parking lots. After a gruelling search that ended in a glorious race to victory, I had stopped my car. The office life was far from exciting. With paper palaces and castles of files being erected every day there was little room for creativity, let alone hostile takeovers. We were at war every day and my battle was with the Goliaths of industry, the Hitlers and Stalins of big business. I needed to be precise and accurate. There was no room for error.

Evening quickly approached, dragging away the day and bringing what some would see as a wealth of lifestyles. However tonight would only bring sorrow to me. A trip to the parking area was all it took. I’ve always been a man of character, firm, to the point. I keep to myself, yet I know what I believe. My moral fibre runs deeply, or so I thought, my moral fibre was more of a sweater one throws on to keep warm during the day. But tonight I had to get my hands dirty, so naturally the sweater came off.

As I made my way to the parking area I noticed a man slouched over something in the corner. My better instincts said to walk away, to flee like a gazelle who hears a rustle in the wind. Today I was a lion; or rather a Chiwawa who believed it was a lion. As I made my way over to the man in the distance I called out, “Hey man, you ok?” There was no response. Three times I called out, still no response.

Once I could see the face of this unknown phantom that had somehow lost the ability to move or interpret human voice he began to whimper. A whimper, not a whine, or any other form of masculine depressive traits. He whimpered.

Chapter 3

 

Trust is easy to build and easier to break. As I approached the man, the distant voice, I began to fear the worst. What if he’d been hurt, what if he reached out, how would I react? As I approached I noticed the blood, the crimson puddle that crept across the floor towards my feet.

The man stumbled to find his footing while a dark figure approached. A priest stood before me. “Let it go” he said, “just walk away. The fight isn’t worth the pain it will bring.” Naturally I responded, leaving behind my better judgement, I placed my trust in the stranger who stood before me. I let him go. The priest followed me to my car then vanished.

Not like a mysterious man disappearing into the distance, the priest vanished; it was as if he was no more. Starting my car I considered the broken man I’d left behind. Why was I strangely drawn to him? What darkness had left him in such pain? Why hadn’t I stopped to help? Questions circled through my mind as I drove. “Thud!” The car shook as a body rolled beneath it.

How could I forget that painful sound? The desperate shriek of a man, already in pain, rang out, echoing for the whole garage to hear. What force had overcome me? Twice in a row I’d neglected to help this man, yet still I persisted. My feelings turned from remorse to fear and continued to anger. A rage that once lay dormant began to creep in. Seconds later the priest sat beside me.

“What are you doing?” he asked. A simple question. He was right, even if I didn’t help the man, I was looking at some serious consequences. I stopped. Pulled the broken man into the back of my Land Rover and sped off into the distance. One would guess that I was heading towards the closest hospital. That’s what one would guess.

Chapter 4

 

The priest and I rushed onward towards our destination. We rounded one final corner and screaming to a halt proceeded to offload our lifeless friend. Hand in hand we dumped the body in the hole the priest had prepared. Scared for my life I began to tremble. My thoughts raced back and forth. What manner of evil had overtaken me? Darkness has such a crippling hold, removing any shreds of light.

I would have none of this. “You can’t make me do this.” I uttered bravely, “you may be a holy man, but what manner of ungodliness is this?” Blood stained hands lay before me. “Wipe the blood from your hands,” the priest muttered, “you’re in too deep already.” There was truth in his words. The same truth that was quietly hanging itself in my mind.

“You forgot the matches, of all things, the matches,” the priest whispered. We’d noticed the familiar sight of headlights approaching. Our bellies pressed to the ground we feared they would see us. I continued to reflect on the words of my friend.  What part had I played in the preparation of this sick adventure?

As the headlights passed by I searched in the car for anything that would start a fire. Glancing into the mirror I noticed the priests outfit. Purple collar, black clothes, blood-stained yet still sophisticated. My mind began to wander.  I had met my end. Only the priest remained.

 
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Posted by on June 6, 2011 in Book1, Prose, That Night

 

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That Night – Chapter 1

Chapter 1  – Matches

“You forgot the matches, of all things, the matches,” whispered Andrew nervously as he creeped forward, his belly pressed to the ground like a sports car to a race track. With eager heels we waited, our breath held back, for fear that they’d see us. How did I end up in this mess? What possibly brought me to do this? The blood was everywhere, escape seemed impossible.

I was just a lonely, quiet man who read books and went about his business from day to day. I didn’t have the makings of a killer or a thief. No history of drugs, no secret addictions or sadistic cults. I was an average Joe, full of ambition, dreams and a whole lot of nothing. So what brought me here. To tell you this I’d need to start at the beginning. I’d have to take you back to a time that I was sane.

The line between insanity and sanity is a mirror, one look at the other side and you can see yourself. Insanity was never a large leap for me; it was a part of me all along.

I was a stock broker from a small town who spent his days working the markets and trying to get by. I had a family, wife, children, beautiful, all of them. I had the house, the car and everything a man could want. I was living the dream.

In most stories you’d expect me to say something like, “That was until the day…” However there was no day for me, one could say I went to bed one man and awoke another. Perhaps I’d spent too long staring into the mirror when I should have looked away.

This morning I woke up as normal, ate my breakfast, drank my tea, kissed my wife and left for work. I had no idea I wouldn’t be home for a while. At least not by my own will.

 
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Posted by on May 23, 2011 in Book1, Prose, That Night

 

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The Novel – Chapter 1

Chapter 1 – Hanging by a Thread


“She left him there, alone… ” Aargh, that won’t work, too clichéd. How about, “He waited patiently…” No…

Choosing an opening line for a story proves to be the hardest task any author can perform. My name is Tristan, this is my story. Most autobiographies are tales of great splendor and triumph. This is however a story of failure, deceit, loss and insanity.

I was once a child, as most men were, with a normal upbringing and an excess of imaginary friends, fantasies and fables. Creating fiction was a part of who I was. Imaginary friends would accompany me to dances, drive me around and buy me liquor. Okay, that was a joke, I wasn’t insane. Although my friends were mostly figments of my overactive imagination.

Fast forward a few years my life spiralled onto a path of destruction, liquor became the imaginary friend who packed a punch. He consumed me and filled me, destroying me from the inside out. Thousands of broken bottles lead to other painful endeavors and mistakes. I had to give up eventually, I had to stop. However this story is not about my triumph over alcohol or how I stopped hurting those close to me. No, this story is about the sadness, suffering and pain I threw myself into. If only I’d known my past would be back in a way that only God could see coming.

The day she came into my life I had been sober for almost three years, that triumph I can only praise Jesus for. What I did later, I can only thank myself for. She came like a wildflower into an orchid, she was different, a cut above the rest, the cream of the crop, the cherry on the bottom because the last cherry is always the best. Let’s call her Juliet; her name is something I won’t give away.

One year, we were married, three more, our first child on the way. Life snuck up on me, gave her to me along with two children, a place to work and all I could want. I worked as a publisher and loved every moment. Nothing could go wrong in this fantasy life of mine. That was until it did. Along with the novel came heartache and disappointment. My perfect life was hanging by a thread. I was, am, hanging by a thread.

 
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Posted by on May 23, 2011 in Book2, Prose, The Novel

 

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Battle of the Books

Recently I started writing two stories. However I tend to have the idea, write two chapters then give up. This time I had an idea to keep me going. And it involves all of you 🙂 don’t worry it’s easy.

So, here’s how it’ll work. Every week I’ll be releasing one chapter from one of the two stories I’m writing. The catch is, that the next chapter of the book could come sooner depending on the amount of likes. So more likes = quicker next chapter. So you decide which of the two books gets finished quicker. Each week the winner will be released first.

Furthermore, if you comment it may or may not change certain sub plots 🙂 I need your help writing these stories. The chapters aren’t more than a page so please check them out. First chapter from each book should be up this week. Hopefully tonight.

The first chapters from each book are available now, see the main blog page.

Jean

…Disclaimer: both stories are relatively dark. The message is clear though. Also they do not in anyway reflect my life or thoughts, they are merely a creative venture.

 
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Posted by on May 23, 2011 in Book1, Book2, Prose

 

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Stuck in my teeth

So yesterday I was taking communion at church, and I got some of the bread stuck in my teeth. I dunno if this happens to anyone else. But it lead me to thinking about something. We take communion every Sunday, every third Sunday or whenever your church does it. But that’s were it stops.

We choose to remember what Christ did for us once or twice a month. And maybe it’s emotional for you. Maybe you simply chew up a piece of bread and solemnly drink a shot glass of grape juice. Giving you a quick fix on spiritual matters for the month. I say this with a heavy heart because I struggle with this very thing too.

So what was the significance of the bread in my teeth, other than the obvious embarassment. Well the simple truth is that we can never remember Jesus too often. Communion was given to us as a way to remember Jesus and His sacrifice, however when He speaks about it he says to do it whenever we come together.

We need to remember Jesus all the time. Not just when we have communion. So if you get that bread stuck in your teeth, leave it there (Figuratively of course) 🙂

 
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Posted by on May 16, 2011 in Uncategorized

 

Cross, my heart and hope he doesn’t die.

Recently I’ve started to pick up a scary trend in myself and some of the Christians around me. I’ll touch on this trend in a moment.

First off there’s a couple things we get right.
1) We love Jesus
2) We believe that what He said and says are true
3) We pray for our friends to come to know Him

So I’ve been praying for people on and off for years, as I’m sure most of us have. That’s good. But what’s not good is that we never do anything about it. The title of this blog pretty much sums up what I’m trying to say. We have this amazing truth of Jesus dying on the cross to pay for our sins, but when we’re out there all we do is sit in our rooms and pray for people never stopping to tell them or show them Christ.

It’s not enough to see your friend then when they leave to think, “I hope they don’t die so I can tell them about Jesus tomorrow.” Because you’ll keep saying that until they do die, and then it’s too late.

Prayer is powerful and should never be undermined, so pray for them, just don’t stop here. In James 5 it says:

19 My brothers and sisters, if one of you should wander from the truth and someone should bring that person back,20 remember this: Whoever turns a sinner from the error of their way will save them from death and cover over a multitude of sins.

This verse is speaking about people who fall away from God, but Jesus himself encourages us to make disciples of all nations in Matthew 28.

So the challenge to you this week is to get up and do something. Tell them about Jesus, invite them to church, love them in practical ways. Just do something.

 
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Posted by on April 4, 2011 in Thoughts On God